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I don't understand.

Whatever you did to me, I seriously don't understand what's the intention. If you intend to break me up, you are actually succeeding. I have to admit. It really hurts. Why do you have to lead this situation into such an extreme? Why can't everything be solved through compromising? I am really impressed with your skills. Are those words really from your mouth? Or did you keep practicing for these few days and that's why you didn't reply me? Don't you know that whatever you are doing just leave me with more and more question marks in my mind? If you ever read this, I want you to know that I'm really depressed. I can't stand it anymore. I wish I can just ignore everything but I can't. You knew what I was going through yet you still do this to me. I don't expect any words of comfort from you but I didn't expect you to make me feel worse either! Is it really necessary for you to be so cruel to me? I feel so dizzy now, I really don't understand.

What else?
Result..accident..and this..what else?

I hope I can stay strong.