Current reading list (reluctantly)

Please let me pass this 3 papers in this coming December sitting. I don't want to be stucked with them anymore.

-Nightmare-

Something I have forgotten to post

This post is written few days ago and I didn't post it...

I feel like writing non-stop and spamming my own blog. May be it can help to boost up the number of posts in this blog. Oh well, I really think that I should write more. How great it can be if I feel like writing everyday. I'm being abnormal again when the pre-exam stress strikes me. I tend to talk to myself non-stop when I'm stressed. It drives me away from thinking about the exam. Okay, I make myself sounds like the weirdest people on earth here. Given that exam is 25 days away (oops..only 15 days now), I guess the symptom appear way too early. (and oh crap! how can 10 days just passed like that?!!)

I'm glad I privatized (is it right to use this word here?) my old blog because I realized I have tonnes of ugly pictures in it. I literally laugh at most of the photos. Oh well, my friends actually said I look different because of my hairstyle only. That means only my hair makes me looks better and I am actually still very ugly if it wasn't for my hair? lol...sad case T.T


Edited on 24 November 2013
♬ Currently listening to: Jay Chou - 心雨

#qotd

Sometimes, you have to take a leap of faith first. The trust part comes later.

I came across this quote today and the first thing that appeared in my mind was you. Yes, you :) This is exactly what I am thinking all this while. I believe in faith. I'm not very sure about the origin of this quote and I decided to google it. Oh! and this reminds me that I have a friend who call me 'Google Jinn', just because I google every single thing. By the way, I typed the quote and all I see is "Man of Steel". Apparently, in the movie, the priest said this to Clark. Anyway, I have no idea about this at all.

-Story end-

(The random-est post ever)

87% of 2013

Last post was exactly one month ago. It's so easy to lose the momentum to keep blogging. Thanks someone who reminds me that I should update my blog :)

And so this is a good timing to update my baby blog as I can't sleep now. Insomnia caused by the 3 hours nap I took this evening. This is the first time I feel so exhausted after cycling. In fact, I feel tired once I got on the bike, must be because I didn't exercise for a long time. Blame AFA! I can't even remember when was the last time I went for gym. It feels so good to be able to exercise again.

The first part of my nightmare just ended few days ago. Final exam for my Year 2 Semester 1 of Advanced Diploma. I'm not even sure whether my hard work is enough for me to pass. The truth was the exam has successfully demotivate me. I can only keep my fingers crossed and do better for the coming exam. The next nightmare is 25 days away. This is going to be so far the most anxious exam of all in my entire life. I think I should start studying soon.

Life is full of choices. Okay, I know the flow of my post is kinda screwed up haha. I just don't know how to organize my writing. One of the most important decision I have to make recently is which optional paper should I choose. Since P7 is definitely a big NO for me, I was quite decisive to choose P4 and P6. But now...dilemma...P5 should I? >.<

All of a sudden I realise I have short term memory loss. I tend to forget every single thing. I was trying to recall things that happened few months back and I can't recall anything. Worse of all even things that happened on the same day I struggle to remember. Sometimes I even forget who I really am. Any idea what to do to recover my memories?

Enough of negative stories, time for something interesting! My Bangkok trip is confirmed. This is my motivation now. The best part is being able to go oversea with my friends, a total of 9 of us. This will also be my first time visiting a country that I don't understand their language.

Shall leave my post to end here

-xoxo-

Feeling loved

I'm glad that things have changed.
It feels great to be in love again ♡

挣扎

只是想说，
我心里的挣扎没有人会明白
做出这个决定不容易
预料到了会被无情得批评
别人会怎样看我？
是命运的玩弄吗？
有时，
事实就是那么残酷
生活就是充满考验
选择权在自己手上

我不是任性
我不喜欢冒险
我就是我
那个跟随感觉，无拘无束的我

Broken

Sometimes, I can't help myself but to think that I'm useless.
It feels like there's nothing I can do well.
Where's the old me?
Or is it time to find the new me?
Losing my confidence
Losing my pride
I don't mean to be pessimistic
But I really feel like I'm losing myself.
I feel like a broken puzzle,
Pieces of me scattered around
I see all the pieces but I can do nothing
I guess what I can do now is to stay strong
Keep the remaining pieces together
And maybe someday,
Someone will be there to fix this broken puzzle

放下是一种懂得

謝謝你 陪著我 走了這麼久
現在 你可以放心鬆開雙手 不用擔心我
答應你 不忘記 故事和溫柔
過去 那些冒險隨著心跳動 努力的執著

不得已 需要被放棄的約定
在明天 因為懷念變得美麗
從透徹的眼睛 看見勇氣

讓我們都能幸福著 在各自的旅程快樂
回憶 做夢 要讓笑容 一直綻放著
有一天都會幸福的 傷口被擁抱痊癒了
眼淚 倒流 會有道彩虹 溫熱心的天空

多年後你遇見了我 記得分享你的生活
最怕愛過 最後只剩下寂寞

讓我們都能幸福著 在各自的旅程快樂
回憶 做夢 要讓笑容 一直照亮 孤單的時刻
我們會永遠幸福著 傷口被擁抱痊癒了
眼淚 倒流 會有道彩虹 溫熱心的天空

-我們都能幸福著-

The busiest month ever

Everyday is fully occupied. That's my definition of the busiest month.

Weekdays are for my internship. Anyway, 9 more days left! then I will be back to my study life. Now I know being an auditor is not an easy job. I wonder how long can I survive being an auditor. 

That's how my work station looks like =\

I guess I have to work really hard for this coming semester. Last semester's result definitely pulls me down, both confidence level and CGPA.

Weekend need to deal with my CSR project. I'm glad that my team's project is going well. The scary part is coming, the 10,000 words report to be done and also the final presentation. I don't even know whether I will be able to join the presentation =x This is my first time doing a project like this and I really want to complete it.

The coming weekend I will be volunteering for Famine 30. Yes! Finally! I've been longing to join this event for a few years but due to all kinds of reasons, I didn't join. This year I'm not just joining as a participant but a volunteer. I hope it will be great. Looking forward to meet new friends :)

Hmm..what else...

Something even more exciting! My ***** trip! I can't believe it's next week!

And the last weekend of July, will be going to Langkawi with my classmates.

This month is so going to be the most awesome month of the year...teehee

不想别人担心，所以选择逞强。
可是这样，很痛苦。

Step by step 123

It's already the third week of my internship at PwC! I have to say I have 2 very awesome seniors who guide me all the time. I'm learning new stuffs every single day. Oh ya, have to thanks them for the Sushi Tei treat. It's very nice of them. Today my senior bought me curry puff, very sweet of her. I'm loving this firm and the people there. Probably I'm very lucky to meet them. Oh! And I got my pay for May already, even awesome-r.

Went back to office today, which means I have to wake up at 6a.m. I was very reluctant to wake up. I only have to wake up at 7.30 am if I'm going to client's office. The reason I'm so tired today is because I just came back from Ipoh yesterday! Anyway, had a great time with the ma lat lou gang. 6 peeps 1 car.

Us! With the beautiful scenery of Gunung Lang. 

We were eating non-stop and I gained weight. Few kgs =S not cool..haha
Thanks Eyo for bringing us around for all the good food!
We almost won lottery too. Oops I think I shouldn't mention this..someone will be very sad =P

Miss the food, the place, the beer, the midnight talk and the people of course! :) 

Things happen for a reason

What is the reason then?

Can you tell me?

原来，事隔那么多年，心还是会痛
原来，我还是很内疚
原来，我未曾放下
原来，已经回不去了
原来，欠你的，永远都还不了

你放下了吗？你原谅我了吗？
还是你不曾怪过我？

如果我说，这是我人生中最后悔的事，那会不会让你好过一点？

我想，这应该是上天给我的一个教训

我其实还想说，谢谢你
虽然你不会看到，可是我真的好像告诉你，谢谢你

Left or right?

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. 

-Robert Frost-

Life is full of choices. 

Sometimes, it's really difficult to make a decision.

Should I follow the majority?

Or should I stick to my own?
I want to be different but, can I?
Will you be there to back me up?

Sometimes, I wonder am I really me.

508

Yesterday was a truly tremendous day.
Clearly, the 200,000 people wanted a change.
Looking at the photos and watching the videos, I am really touched.
This is what the people can do!
Did YOU hear what we want?




INI TSUNAMI RAKYAT MALAYSIA

KITA SATU KELUARGA

TOLAK PENIPUAN PRU 13

I wasn't there physically but my heart was there, at Stadium Kelana Jaya. Full support!
Proud to be a Malaysian!

For my beloved country

The feeling has never been stronger.
I love my country.

We don't need much.
We just need a change for betterment.

Praying hard for my country, for the future of the people.

What happened to me when I wasn't here

I owe myself my own 'memories' and I have to do this. Just a quick recap of what I've done in the past few months <3 Loving all these memories

APRIL 2013

MARCH 2013

Watching 幸福瞬间 at college :)

Visit to KPMG

FEBRUARY 2013

Wai Peng's birthday 

MBSS 2013 at University of Malaya 

KPMG BEST Programme......with my lovely teammates :)

DECEMBER 2012

Wan Xin's birthday celebration :)

First time attending SBS prom night ...make up >.<

NOVEMBER 2012

My diploma convocation <3

Kar Pow & Isaac b'day dinner

Deloitte Tax Challenge 2012

OCTOBER 2012

My first 10km run =D

SEPTEMBER 2012

Awesome trip with my diploma classmates to Penang! Very memorable trip 

AUGUST 2012

Lang Tengah trip with secondary school mates! Missing the fun and scenery~

JULY 2012

My 20th birthday celebration with friends :)

Sushi king with my diploma classmates..Our most successful outing. :)

Hello bloggie :D

-Dream as if you'll live forever. 
Live as if you'll die today.-

Oh god! Time passes really fast. I can't imagine the last time I updated my blog is July 2012. That time I was still worrying about my last semester of diploma, now I'm already at the end of my second semester of advanced diploma, suffering. Anyway, I'm looking forward for this year's July!! However, it scares me every time I realise that I will be graduating next year and enter into the 'dog eat dog world'. I still remember I used to be the one who is always craving for the time when I can stop studying. Now I don't feel it that way anymore.

Since it's already 2013 (in fact, it's already May..lol >.<) , I think I should at least review my wishlist. I'm quite satisfied with my progress. Now I know I have at least did something. Happy :)

Anyway, I realise I'm getting blur-er and blur-er. When I bring my phone charger to college, I can't find a plug point. Then the next day I brought my power bank and later only I found out that I didn't charge my power bank. XD And today I brought a fully charged power bank to college. BUT! I didn't bring the cable to connect. What is happening to me? Someone please save me LOL


It's 5th of May today. A very important date for all Malaysians. The 13th general election. I wish I can vote.