Current reading list (reluctantly)

Please let me pass this 3 papers in this coming December sitting. I don't want to be stucked with them anymore.

-Nightmare-

Something I have forgotten to post

This post is written few days ago and I didn't post it...

I feel like writing non-stop and spamming my own blog. May be it can help to boost up the number of posts in this blog. Oh well, I really think that I should write more. How great it can be if I feel like writing everyday. I'm being abnormal again when the pre-exam stress strikes me. I tend to talk to myself non-stop when I'm stressed. It drives me away from thinking about the exam. Okay, I make myself sounds like the weirdest people on earth here. Given that exam is 25 days away (oops..only 15 days now), I guess the symptom appear way too early. (and oh crap! how can 10 days just passed like that?!!)

I'm glad I privatized (is it right to use this word here?) my old blog because I realized I have tonnes of ugly pictures in it. I literally laugh at most of the photos. Oh well, my friends actually said I look different because of my hairstyle only. That means only my hair makes me looks better and I am actually still very ugly if it wasn't for my hair? lol...sad case T.T


Edited on 24 November 2013
♬ Currently listening to: Jay Chou - 心雨

#qotd

Sometimes, you have to take a leap of faith first. The trust part comes later.

I came across this quote today and the first thing that appeared in my mind was you. Yes, you :) This is exactly what I am thinking all this while. I believe in faith. I'm not very sure about the origin of this quote and I decided to google it. Oh! and this reminds me that I have a friend who call me 'Google Jinn', just because I google every single thing. By the way, I typed the quote and all I see is "Man of Steel". Apparently, in the movie, the priest said this to Clark. Anyway, I have no idea about this at all.

-Story end-

(The random-est post ever)

87% of 2013

Last post was exactly one month ago. It's so easy to lose the momentum to keep blogging. Thanks someone who reminds me that I should update my blog :)

And so this is a good timing to update my baby blog as I can't sleep now. Insomnia caused by the 3 hours nap I took this evening. This is the first time I feel so exhausted after cycling. In fact, I feel tired once I got on the bike, must be because I didn't exercise for a long time. Blame AFA! I can't even remember when was the last time I went for gym. It feels so good to be able to exercise again.

The first part of my nightmare just ended few days ago. Final exam for my Year 2 Semester 1 of Advanced Diploma. I'm not even sure whether my hard work is enough for me to pass. The truth was the exam has successfully demotivate me. I can only keep my fingers crossed and do better for the coming exam. The next nightmare is 25 days away. This is going to be so far the most anxious exam of all in my entire life. I think I should start studying soon.

Life is full of choices. Okay, I know the flow of my post is kinda screwed up haha. I just don't know how to organize my writing. One of the most important decision I have to make recently is which optional paper should I choose. Since P7 is definitely a big NO for me, I was quite decisive to choose P4 and P6. But now...dilemma...P5 should I? >.<

All of a sudden I realise I have short term memory loss. I tend to forget every single thing. I was trying to recall things that happened few months back and I can't recall anything. Worse of all even things that happened on the same day I struggle to remember. Sometimes I even forget who I really am. Any idea what to do to recover my memories?

Enough of negative stories, time for something interesting! My Bangkok trip is confirmed. This is my motivation now. The best part is being able to go oversea with my friends, a total of 9 of us. This will also be my first time visiting a country that I don't understand their language.

Shall leave my post to end here

-xoxo-