挣扎

只是想说，
我心里的挣扎没有人会明白
做出这个决定不容易
预料到了会被无情得批评
别人会怎样看我？
是命运的玩弄吗？
有时，
事实就是那么残酷
生活就是充满考验
选择权在自己手上

我不是任性
我不喜欢冒险
我就是我
那个跟随感觉，无拘无束的我

Broken

Sometimes, I can't help myself but to think that I'm useless.
It feels like there's nothing I can do well.
Where's the old me?
Or is it time to find the new me?
Losing my confidence
Losing my pride
I don't mean to be pessimistic
But I really feel like I'm losing myself.
I feel like a broken puzzle,
Pieces of me scattered around
I see all the pieces but I can do nothing
I guess what I can do now is to stay strong
Keep the remaining pieces together
And maybe someday,
Someone will be there to fix this broken puzzle